From my facebook account

This is what I posted on my facebook account after a list of comments about my time at Jesu Ashram (a care center for lepers, HIV, and TB):

thanks everyone! I will need your prayers! xoxoxo
This gives me strength for what's to come. Following this I felt guilty for all the individuals with TB and HIV I also came across with who I was scared to shake hands with or hug or anything. Walking away and feeling like you have turned your back on someone God has possibly put in your path to show your love to is heart breaking. I knew that when given another opportunity I had to be stronger.I went to the sisters of charities today to sign up for some volunteer work this Friday. I felt like I should be in a home of dying individuals in need of God's love before they pass. When I went to the volunteer registration place the organizer said that I would be needed at an orphanage and I thought well that's in easy way out but a part of me felt like it wasn't where I was supposed to be. So I prayed to God and asked that He put me where He needs me. I would give the sister my two options and I asked that He use her to put me in the right spot. Well I was the last one called and so the sister said I get to pick and both had room for me. That didn't help! I told her I was hoping she would pick for me. She said that I would not be of use at the school since I wasn't here long enough so she placed me in the home of dying people. Right away a feeling of fear fell over me but I felt it was right. I AM SCARED but I feel this will force me to draw strength. Please pray for me.Miss you all. xoxoxo